Men

These're about men, and its really hurt
Boy, you know i love you and my mom has knew it. I called ur full name, and ur band. And she didnt mad, she said, its okay fo me and she still gimme no chance fo more, then its fine cause of this situation. You neva gimme more chance too, yes i know you love that girl or still hoping to ur ex. Its bout my promise, when im 16 and i neva talking with you i have to forget yo, stay away from you.
But, itll neva happen too,cause these love, so much boy! i cant, and my mates do not agree about that thing. What i have to do?
You has knew bout me, tell me, can you feel it?
Its so hurt, waiting fo ya
I always praying fo you, and hopely u'll, tih amin
And you, man!
My wishes always for you, and when i was born to yesterday i love you. And trust me not now, again. I love her so. Enough fo cried.

Sweet 16

Alhamdulillah
Nyokap : nggak papa, kita juga harus nyenengin temen-temen yg ngedoain, nyayangin kaka, kaka seneng kan?
Gua : makasih ya bu

Pertama, yg pertama kali sms adalah shella desita, sahabatku dari smp

Kedua, yg ngucapin di fesbuk buanyak sekali (makasi, aku sayaaang kalian.. muah)

Ketiga, yg mengejutkan dari surprise LVT adalah tulisan di papan tulis dari umbela happy 'bird die' yg juga ada gambar kue ghost rider, dan ucapan bu rosmala yg nggak mau ngasi remet akun(maksutnya ngerjain, gitu), untungnya dapet 9 :)

Keempat, yg nangis itu beneran. Gak pernah nyangka anak X2, laskar pelangi ku datang bawa kue ada lilinnya, bawa fajar ketua kelasku yg baru, bawa si diancee, dan ada Tinandes Zachrona yg dikirain lupa dan marah, ada ajeeng juga.

Kelima, anak teater35 sobaaat seperjuangan, plus yuni sayaang yg sukses sok ngasi surprise es krim penuh doa bikin berat badan naik (gak ada umbela, huh!)

Keenam, sekali lagi fesbuk sukses ngasitau temen-temen seangkatan tau ulang taunku dan nyanyi-in happy birthday dengan heboh di kopsis, kantin, dan jalan yg juga buat anak ipb di biologi pun ngedenger jelas, terima kasih my 10' love you all, muah.. semoga doanya untukku terwujud, amin!

Ketujuh, aku suka puisi dari ayu untukku di fesbuk

Kedelapan, didoain pak Hery, guru fisikong, kalo udah 17 segera menikah dan dapet calon suami yg baik

Kesembilan, bu atik gak inget ultahku

Kesepuluh, tanggal ultah = tanggal jadian tateng' dan pacarnya = audisi dream girls di Yogjakarta

Kesebelas, dia yang diharapkan bahkan nggak tau ultahku, dan makin menunjukkan kemunafikannya. Padahal pada(intan, yuni) mimpi in aku jadian sama tuh orang.
i.m.p.o.s.s.i.b.l.e

Keduabelas, nazarku untuk traktir anak yatim belum tercapai. Ya Allah bantu hamba

Ketigabelas, nothing about my JDC dats nite :'|

Keempatbelas, and thanks to all my mates that gimme surprise at rusun(untung gak jadi ke tangrang, dan maaf ya cuma pizza sama mi ayam, hehe abis mendadak sih,
Ateng, abang, arja, fahrijal, abi, ijo, fajar, neteng, pepi, rikun, diaance, ayu, endah, yuni, tio, ocan, intan, nuni,

Kelimabelas, semangat target ngelupain GR, trus udah damai sama abang dan abi

Keenambelas, Alhamdulillah
God, thanks! its not a simple but so special, let me more close with YOU, and more love YOU in this 16
Hope all my wishes come true, let me close of my goals, my dreams, and always with all specials in my life
Be better, an adult, and beloved for all
And, let me get that someone, please open his heart! or help me to forget him. Amin, ya Allah.. love yoo all:)

matanya menembus ulu hati terdasar
suara membias, meradang dalam giang
tidakah ia meraih denyut nadi berdentum keras untuknya
aku tersipu, bahagia
dadanya begitu bidang, sembari ia terus meracuni hidupku dalam semenit itu.
ini semacam cinta, melonjak, bergelinjang dan terus mengejar
ia sosok impian, tak dapat ditebak, dan lelaki yang shaleh
sumpah mati, aku mengaguminya.. sang awan merindu, saksinya.. cinta


pokoknya i love you, ka!

haaaaaaaaaah?

SATU KATA SETELAH GUA NOSTALGIA DENGAN BLOG INI:

ANEEEEEEEEEEEH BGT SIH GUA DULU!

me, today

yo yo yo im to busy
im goin to my exam
and then preparin my show for march 6th
next saving my money, i want more than something
lets check my wishin with umbela',yunce',endang' :
- an ankle boots, i wanna the 7cm heels one
- hi-waist, i need a proporsional looking :)
- the buffet, we all wanna it potatos carbonara!
- sushi tei together
- body mask, he is more white than me, and im a yellow! (im a javanesse?&%!) :(
- dufan
ouh, but im sure they'll never being mine.. ummh maybe just one, or two..
next, im spendin my Maryamah Karpov :)
would left by 'HIM', He'll get mary.. Even i just adoring him, but sometime i feel he is mine, us :p nevaa willing yoou, ka!
without 'Wahyunce', i can solvin all my house problems. even, im not washin and ironin.. but i love it, cz i always can ordered fita' for to do something, and i'll geting mad if she won't :D
i'll going to PENSI 35 for takin my lunch, LVT, and watchin GR only!
i love filosofi (not Dio's ipb!), sometime im making my own filsafat', kata kata mutiara'(i dont know, how to call it), and i found it in my daily life, in my problems, in my bed before sleep, in movin class when met him. Exactly, that works for supported me when im down because a thing before i met the words.
Umbela and i are adoring bu singa as mrs. elegan, master of g3nKzZ 3L3g4nsZ, that has "10 tanda umum anak bergizi baik", and always says "Anda ingin jadi putri raja? Nawaitu,oke!"
im exercising "Nafaaas Peruut", he' said, that its good for me, for my vocal, for TEATER 35(hey ya our vocal is small, just some. and its not help fo the show)
im preparin for LVT's show too
i looove nicole scherzinger on clear', wuaoww she's cool, ill be like her someday wuakakakakak :D(im using that shampoo, when i knew the model is she:)
interest of poin plus plus, that can changed
i still in my diet
i still fallin love, and cant stop thinkin of you, tih, then to this minutes i never talking with him.
ardi still love me.

Pembelaan

Saat kita sudah mengira seberapa jauh ukurannya, bukankah lebih baik kita menujunya. Mengalungi sebuah untaian keyakinan, kemudian kita akan meraup limpahan untung. Dan, pada akhirnya kita bersyukur menikmatinya.
Kenapa! Melajulah tanya, merana. Karena waktunya sudah habis, saya diam.
Ini sebuah elegi spontanitas, kemudian saya hanya lagi diam. Takut bicara, padahal bibir saya tak lagi dapat mengatup. Oh..
Ini memicu pembelahan jiwa. Sekejap, saya pecah belah. Hancur, abu-abu, terpaku.
Perjuangan saya hina. Menghibur lara, menghias hampa. Saya begitu angkuh. Saya tidak akan menangis, amin.