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Heeeeeeeeeeeey ya guys.. dengarkan curhatku! Hahahah
Kemarin satu jam pelajaran Akuntansi Komputer, aku dan vina saling membongkar diri. Daaaaaaaaan.. huauauauauahahahahah meledak lah aku.
Bukan karena sering dikembar-kembarin sama temen-temen deh. Bukan karena kita dapet jadwal ga puasa barengan juga. Entah apa, semuanya kaya benar-benar kebetulan. Ya ampun, orangnya tuh benar-benar sama-sama tidak kita kenal sebelumnya, belum pernah bermuka, jenisnya sama, bukan tipe orang yang kita suka, berdomisili sama meskipun rumahnya pasti beda, perhatian deh, dan bikin kita sukses nunggu.
Namany a rezeki di bulan ramadhan. Aku seneng bangeeeeeeeeet sama vina waktu sadar sama hal itu. Kita sepakat, mereka emaaaaaaaang deh hebat! Sukses banget bikin kita, khususnya aku ngeladenin orang asing. Sukses bikin kita seneng dan diperhatiin, suuukseeees bikin kita merasa.. wahahahhahah.
Dan kayaknya kita bakal lebih sering ngomongin the strangers’ ini kali ya dibanding mas-mas lurusdankeriting itu lagi. Ya Allah. Dan, mungkin yang kita harapin mereka juga sukses mematahkan rekor 4 tahun vina dan setahun milikku. Yah, ngga papa kali ya kalo dia yang akhirnya nanti buka lembaran baru buat aku..ciee
Atau ini lebih pada sindrom ke-Gran aku, atau titik jenuh aku sama orang dulu, atau aku emang suka sama ini orang. Yah, ngga penting deh. Aku cuma senang nang nang nang.. atas curhatku, atas kesamaan kita, atas apa yang baru kita sadarin ya vin. Hahahah makasi ya Allah sayaaaaaang. (postingku kali ini ngga banget, dasar fenti centil! Grrr hahahahah)


Hehehe..and maybe this is a thing that called love is blind..



Ost. : Because You Loved Me- Celline Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
Youre the one who held me up
Never let me fall
Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Im grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
Youve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

Im everything I am
Because you loved me..

14.56 Sept2nd2009

Gempa.
Hidupku jadi hampa
setitis angan menggema
aaa
aku siap mati saja.

updatess

Mas No, my beloved uncle is sick. Poor man, he'll get the operation after his opname.
Ive visited him, and shit i got mad at the hospital, actually my uncles room.
THE MOSQTs ATTACKED ME WITH EM BITCHYNESS. FAK!Grr

UB 1 in Ramadhan, what a beloved school. It always makes me happy, oh forever. -..- zZ
I dont know, why there is a school like this. And why i still survive for it. This is the baddest thing in my life or maybe to all my friends in the same school. It drives me crazzy, es-em-ei thirtyfive.

The girl said, he has got a new. Someone made him in love. again? A junior in the same class. Okay. Im not cry again, thats great! Bravo fenti


Let Jazz going to Hip Hop. And now id love to listen Crush by D.A. Hahaha stupid, not connected

Im 157cm/51kg height/weight. Ya Allaaaah, it must be 160cm, what a silly.. zz and im thankin for my weight. Theyre come baack.

Ramadhan is the best. I love now.

I got a new friend. Facebook.
Hihi. He's a nice guy, i was amazed by his words. Ya, he is a writer, poet's writer. You can check his blog in my bloglist, the new one. (ill adding it later lazy to makes the link heheh)

This is me that i talked about

Halo namaku Fenti.
Aku bukan seniman atau sastrawan. Aku pelajar SMA, usiaku 16 tahun, dan aku suka pelajaran Sejarah.

Aku ingin teman-temanku, orang yg menyukai, dan orang yg kusukai mengenalku adanya aku sesungguhnya.
Yah, aku bukan Anne Hathaway cantik menggelitik. Dan tak semempesona Audrey Hepburn seperti yg di layout blog-ku.
Aku orang biasa. Terkadang aku suka menulis. Apa saja, seringnya tentang rasa, dan asa. Oh aku senang sekali.
Soalnya aku jujur di sana, di rangkai kata-kata. Tapi sungguh aku bukan penulis. Tulisanku jelek, tak seindah milikmu.

Aku bermain peran. Dan menurutku, tokoh yg aku perani selalu buruk. Benar aku pemain yg buruk. Aktingku seperti yg ada pada salah satu 100 daftar yg paling aku benci sedunia..
Sinetron dan artisnya.
Tapi aku memang suka berpura-pura. Ya, sekedar suka. Hidupku nyata pada pura-pura.

Aku kekanak-kanakan. Suka tertawa dan yg membuatku tertawa.
Aku romantis. Suka hal-hal manis dan yg membuatnya.

Masih ada daftar lainnya. Tapi aku cuma mau bilang ini. Mungkin karena rasa dalam kalbuku berkisah ini buat sesuatu. Yg baru dan buatku membiru.

Kliks

Segala sesuatunya yg baru saya sadari dari film "Click"
Hidup.
Apapun hidup yg saya terima, harus terus saya lakoni. Sepahit apapun itu, saya terus harus berjalan. Tidak ada lari atau henti. Harusnya seperti itu. Jangan menyerah maupun lari dari nyata. Nanti saya menyesal jadinya, akhirnya, nyatanya.
Horay, saya bisa menyimpulinya. Lalu nanti saya melupakannya. Saya mana bisa. Terlebih lagi pesakitan, bosan dan apalah itu lagi menyelubungi saya. Oh saya mohon 'Click-remote control!
Anda juga merasa seperti saya, toh tidak manusiawi seandainya saya menolak dapat melewati pesakitan. Itu munafik namanya. Tapi setelah ini saya akan bertindak enggak mau menerimanya, bukan! Saya toh sudah munafik dari awal, tapi saya nggak mau menyiakan kesempatan lagi. Biar saya nikmati, saya nikmati rasa perih kaya strawberry. Pasti nanti ada yg saya sesali nanti.
Saya memang telat adanya, benar telat menemukannya. Click dan Adam Sandler

Missing thing

Its me missing you so, guys. I love you Pience darling

Kekuatan anak gadis?

I found it, in my hp's draft. When i wrote this fuckin thing, i still about 15, hmm a year ago. Huah, its disgustin, but i think i love it. Hihi






I called it a song:G P(not the name of mother's, Gaya Payu. Its GIRL POWER!)

i love to be a girl ,and im proud of my self
i ll be a great woman someday
so ,wait wait me baaeby
and you ll be shocking of my slimmest body ,my blondie hairs and adoring my own channel dress
its not too long and enjoy it
do not look me as an ordinary ,cause you ll get a big problem for it !
Yeeeaa , girl power !