updatess

Mas No, my beloved uncle is sick. Poor man, he'll get the operation after his opname.
Ive visited him, and shit i got mad at the hospital, actually my uncles room.
THE MOSQTs ATTACKED ME WITH EM BITCHYNESS. FAK!Grr

UB 1 in Ramadhan, what a beloved school. It always makes me happy, oh forever. -..- zZ
I dont know, why there is a school like this. And why i still survive for it. This is the baddest thing in my life or maybe to all my friends in the same school. It drives me crazzy, es-em-ei thirtyfive.

The girl said, he has got a new. Someone made him in love. again? A junior in the same class. Okay. Im not cry again, thats great! Bravo fenti


Let Jazz going to Hip Hop. And now id love to listen Crush by D.A. Hahaha stupid, not connected

Im 157cm/51kg height/weight. Ya Allaaaah, it must be 160cm, what a silly.. zz and im thankin for my weight. Theyre come baack.

Ramadhan is the best. I love now.

I got a new friend. Facebook.
Hihi. He's a nice guy, i was amazed by his words. Ya, he is a writer, poet's writer. You can check his blog in my bloglist, the new one. (ill adding it later lazy to makes the link heheh)

This is me that i talked about

Halo namaku Fenti.
Aku bukan seniman atau sastrawan. Aku pelajar SMA, usiaku 16 tahun, dan aku suka pelajaran Sejarah.

Aku ingin teman-temanku, orang yg menyukai, dan orang yg kusukai mengenalku adanya aku sesungguhnya.
Yah, aku bukan Anne Hathaway cantik menggelitik. Dan tak semempesona Audrey Hepburn seperti yg di layout blog-ku.
Aku orang biasa. Terkadang aku suka menulis. Apa saja, seringnya tentang rasa, dan asa. Oh aku senang sekali.
Soalnya aku jujur di sana, di rangkai kata-kata. Tapi sungguh aku bukan penulis. Tulisanku jelek, tak seindah milikmu.

Aku bermain peran. Dan menurutku, tokoh yg aku perani selalu buruk. Benar aku pemain yg buruk. Aktingku seperti yg ada pada salah satu 100 daftar yg paling aku benci sedunia..
Sinetron dan artisnya.
Tapi aku memang suka berpura-pura. Ya, sekedar suka. Hidupku nyata pada pura-pura.

Aku kekanak-kanakan. Suka tertawa dan yg membuatku tertawa.
Aku romantis. Suka hal-hal manis dan yg membuatnya.

Masih ada daftar lainnya. Tapi aku cuma mau bilang ini. Mungkin karena rasa dalam kalbuku berkisah ini buat sesuatu. Yg baru dan buatku membiru.

Kliks

Segala sesuatunya yg baru saya sadari dari film "Click"
Hidup.
Apapun hidup yg saya terima, harus terus saya lakoni. Sepahit apapun itu, saya terus harus berjalan. Tidak ada lari atau henti. Harusnya seperti itu. Jangan menyerah maupun lari dari nyata. Nanti saya menyesal jadinya, akhirnya, nyatanya.
Horay, saya bisa menyimpulinya. Lalu nanti saya melupakannya. Saya mana bisa. Terlebih lagi pesakitan, bosan dan apalah itu lagi menyelubungi saya. Oh saya mohon 'Click-remote control!
Anda juga merasa seperti saya, toh tidak manusiawi seandainya saya menolak dapat melewati pesakitan. Itu munafik namanya. Tapi setelah ini saya akan bertindak enggak mau menerimanya, bukan! Saya toh sudah munafik dari awal, tapi saya nggak mau menyiakan kesempatan lagi. Biar saya nikmati, saya nikmati rasa perih kaya strawberry. Pasti nanti ada yg saya sesali nanti.
Saya memang telat adanya, benar telat menemukannya. Click dan Adam Sandler

Missing thing

Its me missing you so, guys. I love you Pience darling

Kekuatan anak gadis?

I found it, in my hp's draft. When i wrote this fuckin thing, i still about 15, hmm a year ago. Huah, its disgustin, but i think i love it. Hihi






I called it a song:G P(not the name of mother's, Gaya Payu. Its GIRL POWER!)

i love to be a girl ,and im proud of my self
i ll be a great woman someday
so ,wait wait me baaeby
and you ll be shocking of my slimmest body ,my blondie hairs and adoring my own channel dress
its not too long and enjoy it
do not look me as an ordinary ,cause you ll get a big problem for it !
Yeeeaa , girl power !

My hairs, what?

Oh yea, this is the finest thing. I got the short again. Not bad, i feel better. Ummh, people talked, it looks cute for me. Yea, they talked about my childist' too.
Hey ya, just the day before yesterday i looked like an adult without bang, then i have it now. Hmm
And now too, im back to when i was 14. About the last time in my jhs to the first time in my shs. Hemm
Im thinkin about what i love in that past:
Basket,Jambrong&Lonce,Ali Kasiha,Friendster,Biologi, JDC.

Then, all things that made me disgust:
M38,Ali Kasiha's friends,X2's Subjects,Bu Atik,Friendster.

Its simple. Im missin all that time. And my fuckin new haircut suggestin me to get all of them. Thanks God, i got his facebook account. He's soo handsome. And i love my hairs, even it makes me more chubby than before. And im sure an adultness cant seeing from the hairs, i can show it from my heart. LOL :d

Kadar

Muka-muka bianglala.
Aku merancu
dalam utuh
bebatuan lagi rapuh
dan akupun runtuh.
Putar-putar menangisi
dalam sepuan di awang-awang
aku riang
lalu jadi meriang
berang dalam perang

Aku berhenti atas semua ini.